I finally did it.
Told myself I wouldn't.
But I did.
It took a lot of coaxing.
I almost cried when I handed the cashier the $3.77.
She asked me if "I was alright? Was there something wrong?"
"Oh no. I'm fine." **sniff sniff**
"I'll see you next week when I'm picking up my 'Depends'. "
"Have a wonderful day." **sniff sniff**
It's all down hill from here...